Paulus wrote:
If she was mine would be crossing the ditch.

May have happened if she was mine and not shared with 50 others and binded by rules . Then again if I owned such a well bred mare with such a racing record I would no doubt be happy to retire her ,very likely would make more money breeding from her .
I did want to continue racing her a little longer seeing as the breeding season has just passed and possible the new owners could race her again but was a lonely 1 for that.Maybe if I had been at the meeting I may have been convinced to change my mind but from the other side of the world I found it hard retiring our last horse who was running still some great times albeit not always getting the end results we all wanted.
And maybe not being in another syndicate made me a bit more desperate to try a little longer and explore other avenue's to satisfy my need to be absolutely sure Belle would not come good again.
Whatever winning a decent race in NZ these days does seem to take breaking a NZ record unless luck in the running can play a major part.Also suitable races for her not easy to find as in Auss.
Her getting keen has been a problem so without the right run and tempo in many races things have been stacked against her and also the invisible affects of her injury could well have had some effect on her mentally,that is a hard question to answer I guess.